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Pink Steel Cap Butt Kicking Boots

This is something I wrote three years ago. Before I decided to leave my husband. I was excited for 2020, but near the end of 2019 my world changed. Maybe I changed. The interesting this is that this is what I wrote. I am going to highlight all the things have have come true over…

Divorce – The other side of the ordeal

Covid. That is what most people think about when they think of 2020 to 2022. Not me. I think divorce. When I left my husband at the start of 2020, I could never have imagined the depths of what I was to walk through. In all fairness to him, he has really been pretty decent…

An Orchestra of Sound

The roar of cheers in a stadium, to the shrill scream of fear, the deep manly husk, to the carefree belly laugh.  We are surrounded by noise, and stunned by silence.  An orchestra of sound clangs in our waking ears and whispers in our sleeping moments. We are always searching for more.  Something new.  Something better.  Something to replace the old with…

A Love Like No Other

Take me away with you, Take me away on a journey, Just the two of us. Forget the world, forget our lives, Just for a short time of freedom. I want three nights, three nights of love, Three nights to feel your arms around me To touch you, to feel your kisses on my lips,…

Goodbye Mary Street.

The autumn leaves fall gently to the ground… The beauty gone, the branches raw and bare. Stripped back, empty, forlorn. To the naked eye it holds little appeal, & just the same…….The rooms are barren and bare. The door shuts. One final time. The walls that hold 44 yrs of memories, now silent and still.…

The Silent Scream

Her eyes looked straight ahead Dark, hard, unseeing The thought of breathing… a threat To her secret dam of pain She blinks as she feels it The darkness within Rising like a captive seeking light Moving up her body til its cutting off her air Like a gag in her throat Desperate for release from…

Garden of Promises – For My B.

Come back with me, back to our garden of promise.. Close your eyes a moment Are you there? Walk with me, admire the twinkling stream, The falling leaves the warm sunshine on your back Can you hear my whisper in the breeze My breath upon your face? Do you feel my hands intertwined in yours, My…

Post Dump

So much of the work I have done on myself and for myself over the past three years has been about bringing who I am together. After years of compartmentalising my life, fracturing myself to live up to expectations of those around me, I have been pulling my life together. One life, one me. As…

The Pendulum of Time

I just came across this. I wrote it in Sept 2020. Its good advice. I took my time. I didn’t hurry the process. I’m pleased I didn’t. Disentanglement takes time. The answers did come. My life today is much more than I could have dreamed of or imagined. There is nothing magical about it, yet…

When The Hammer Falls

It’s been one of those moments, one of those weeks. I have to write it down. On May 16th the hammer fell. I wasn’t there to hear it, but I can picture it. As the judges gavel banged down, it was finished. It was over. 25 years of marriage, 2 years, 2 months of separation,…

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